It's hit me like a tonne of bricks.

I'm actually leaving. Like, I'm leaving New Zealand and I don't know when I'm gonna see it again.

My flight leaves in eleven and a half hours. I'll be back home in the UK in less than 48 hours.

To say one is on the verge of a break down would be an understatement.

I can't sleep.

On a lighter note, this is what I did this weekend. More details to follow.